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cutting never solves anything...u know i had a freind go throuh this too and i stoped her from doing it, it pains me to see a freind like this, you are better than this, theres always that voice in the back of your head saying "come on cut it will help it will so do it" when your heart is crying "NO! don't please don't this is not what anyone would want this is not what i would want" but when you cut the voice in your heart dies...and you become a slave a slave to the horror and pain of this. again it doesnt help with emotional pain you may think it does but it doesnt, physical pain and emotion pain dont cancle each other out, never in a million years will that happen, and you are never alone *shakes head* never.

i also im one of those u know, i feel alone in the darkness most all the time but u know i never thought of that in my life and i never will. because when your alone sure it feels horrible and stupid and u want to get out, what i do is make the best of it, i keep a positive attitude and keep a smile on my face, i get rid of all that pain inside of me and replace it with a smile, one day this guy was beating me up for being different and he was yelling to me your such a loner nobody likes you nobody loves you etc. etc. and i never layed a punch on him, i ignored him and said you may think thats true and my brain might think thats true but my heat will never think thats true, i am never alone, i have peaple in my life that help me and they will always be there for me and will never let me feel alone, then i started not caring about ppl who didnt like me or hated me, i laughed away the pain and did werid things i got songs that made me laugh and smile, one song really touched me (you raise me up - josh groban) that song and many other of his songs like (you are loved (don't give up))

these are the lyrics

Don't give up

It's just the weight of the world

When you're heart's heavy

I will lift it for you

Don't give up

Because you want to be heard

If silence keeps you

I will break it for you

Everybody wants to be understood

Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved

Don't give up

Because you are loved

Don't give up

It's just the hurt that you hide

When you lost inside

I will be there to find you

Don't give up

Because you want to burn bright

If darkness blinds you

I will shine to guide you

Everybody wants to be understood

Well I can hear you

Everybody wants to be loved

Don't give up

Because you are loved

You are loved

Don't give up

It's just the weight of the world

Don't give up

Every one is to be heard

You are loved

its a powerful song and he has an amazing voice it just tells you that no matter how alone you think you are there is always someone that loves you

always remember that

your freind, chris

Wow. So much power in so few words. You've captured the essence of poetry, which is something that not too many people understand. Good job.

But I want you to know something.

You don't have to scar your own wrists, because there's Someone who already did all that for you. Someone who created you and knows your innermost thoughts. Someone who knows you and loves you. Someone who cares.

It's clear that you're experiencing a deep despair and hurt that I've never known. But I do know Someone who's gone through all that. He knows exactly what you're dealing with. He hurts when you hurt. And He wants to give you Hope, which I'm guessing is something you haven't had much of.

He doesn't want you to be like this. He has a special plan for you; a plan to give you a Hope and a Future. There's something out there that's better than this, and He wants you to have it. He wants to show you the way out of this trap you're in. And it's not suicide.

I know this probably sounds creepy, but despite the fact that I don't know you...I care about you. I care about what happens to you and what you do to yourself. So does He.

He doesn't want you to merely survive life. He wants you to grow and thrive; to experience the unquenchable joy that comes from knowing Him. He wants to show you what True Love is all about.

He hasn't abandoned you. He's reaching out to you right now, at this moment. All you need to do is reach back out to Him.

If you'd like to talk with me about this, please know that I'm willing to listen and you can send me a PM anytime. I'm not here to judge you, preach at you or bang you over the head with a Bible.

I simply want to show you the kind of love that my Savior showed to me.

I'm praying for you!

Dearheart

PS: Please watch this vid. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cyheJ480LYA